On feeling deaf (as water has penetrated my ear canal)

  • Me: Shit
  • Me: So deaf
  • Me: This sucks
  • T: ok
  • Me (a few minutes later): This is weirdly calming.
  • Me: It makes me talk less, think more
  • Me: and kind of gets me to focus more
  • Me: fewer distractions
  • T: but it makes you talk more about how you feel deaf