Write to write. Write to express. Write to clarify your thoughts. Write to clarify yourself to yourself.Write to connect puzzle pieces. Write to appreciate your own thought. Write to understand the language you speak every day. Write to refine the language you speak every day.
Just don’t write for an audience. Even if there’s an audience. Don’t write for an audience.
I slept 10 hours last night but am also sick for the first time in about 21 years and it blows because I’m not even sneezing or showing real symptoms of sickness I’m literally just in pain and my body isn’t lasting through the day and my shoulders and back are incredibly tight and I could use a massage but usually I’m the one giving others massages because I’m really good at them and now I need one and I’m not really good at giving them to myself right now would be a cool time to have a girlfriend that gives great massages but I don’t have one of those and I never had one that gave particularly good massages but A GUY CAN DREAM AMIRITE? but really it’s stressful and I have an exam tomorrow and a paper due Wednesday and I’m actually eating healthy so there’s no reason for me to be feeling like shit I haven’t even drank any alcohol in a week! that’s like a record for me this semester which is probably a bad (good) thing and basically I just really want to do well on tomorrow’s final and I’ll feel better about my life but to do that I would really need to get back to studying and end these silly rants with pretty much no periods whatsoever actually i just looked back and there are absolutely zero that’s good english right? I keep putting Daft Punk and deadmau5 stations on to get myself into a flow but I haven’t been feeling it probably because my head is about to explode I probably have meningitis or something goodness that would suck but I probably don’t considering I don’t really know what meningitis is and I’ll probably delete this post when I’m back in my senses come tomorrow or something but for now I’m going to be a 16 year old high school student and whine til the final is over wow I would much rather be designing stuff
“You know the kind of guy who does nothing but bad things and then wonders why his life sucks? Well, that was me. Every time something good happened to me, something bad was always waiting round the corner: karma. That’s when I realized that I had to change, so I made a list of everything bad I’ve ever done and one by one I’m gonna make up for all my mistakes. I’m just trying to be a better person. My name is Earl.”
“I don’t want a real girl, I want to trace her from a catalogue
Truth be told I’m unlikely to hold you down
Cause my soul is a crowded subway train
And people keep deciding to get on the next one that rolls through town”